Ashlee-Renee

Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifte

Voices in my head Telling me i'm better off dead saying, "Do it now, do it now do it, don't be afraid." They say, " Your always talking about not being afraid of death, but when the time comes to take a slice, you say that you love your life." Well this time is different this time things have changed They say its time to live up to what you say no more running away After you do this, everything will be ok Just take the knife and slice it twice then all your pain will fade away No more heartache No more confusion No more, it will all go away The voices say its the easiest way Why suffer more when you can end it now But i s

Take a slice slice it twice the voices say to me I pick up the blade and look away and the voices say its time to obey Press it down on the skin drag it across until thee end Let it drip take a sip so you'll know how it taste before death hits I give in I slice it once I let it drip then take a sip I savor the taste the blood is on my face I raise my hand to slice again I take the slice then I realize that this is my one and only life I fall to the ground wrist slit and covered in blood I cry out loud but no one hears the sound As I'm bleeding on the ground the voices finally have no sound I slowly fade lookin